For by the grace given me I say to every one of you: Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgment, in accordance with the measure of faith God has given you. ~ Romans 12:3

READING: John 5:1-20

How weak is my human nature!

Paul warns us that even in our doing of good, sin is present and able to infect. For instance, when I give I can be tempted not just to under-give but to over-give.

God gives each of us a measure of faith and if we give beyond that measure, we become more susceptible to stumble.

I once heard a pastor share about his financial struggles and felt convicted to give more to the church. I tore up my prepared check and wrote a new one for a larger amount.

Later I found myself being unduly attentive to things I had not noticed before: the pastor’s shoes, the number of coffee brewers, lights being left on in vacant rooms.

I had given above and beyond my faith and now a critical and judgmental spirit ruled my heart. Arrogance can always be found within self-deprecation as well as selfexultation.

In both cases, Jesus’ view and value of me is not enough. I am disappointed in myself because I should do better, or, on the other hand, I credit myself rather than Jesus.

Pride is a tricky thing. There is great temptation to over-serve, over-give, and over-work when planting a church.

In us resides a reservoir of complex and mixed motives and rationale.

Rather than simply trusting God, we may look for spiritual and generous ways that attempt to control God and put others in our debt.

Today’s Prayer: Jesus, Save me from both my goodness and my badness. Make me like Jesus who only did what he saw his Father doing. Give me wisdom and faith to give well. Amen.

Peter Sun